So scrolling through Facebook I could not figure out why this toilet paper holder had a calculator. Lord
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He's growing up. When having his ring engraved he asked not for his name but for the names of His angel brother and sister
The reality that my beautiful baby girl is gone has reached it's ugly claws out and grabbed me by the throat. It's Christmas.. she isn't here. She won't be here. She won't be there ever again. You want to know how it feels.. your heart physically hurts, it's in pain, and your only wish is that it would just stop beating.. not to stop the pain but so you can hold your baby one more time.
I am blessed that someONE was replaced by dozens. I wouldn't have made it to the next moment without the village of support from my friends and family.
Sometimes we hurt so bad from the pain of losing a child that it feels like we can't make it through another moment. It helps so much to have someone -- anyone -- we can lean on during times like this. God bless each of us with one person who is there during those times when our heart utters sounds of pain that don't even sound human. Child loss changes us -- everything about us. Even our tears fall from our eyes differently -- they flow endlessly. Just when we think the millionth tear as fallen, there are a million more. If you are joyful at someone else's misery.. you should be put out of your misery .. with a shovel.
" I’ve been there. It was awful and I’m so, so sorry that you’re there now. I hope it gets better for you, but please just know that it’s okay to hate everyone right now. What you’re going through is terrible, and I get it. Feel the way you need to feel. Anyone who tells you differently is full of shit. There is no silver lining. Sometimes life is just really, really hard. You’ll get through it because you have to. Because you are, believe me, stronger than you know." ~Kate Parlin
Please Dear Lord.. let today be better. There are so many in pain.. hearing the hurt in my Daddy's voice.. the tears in my Mom's.. Just please let us find some peace. There is no joy without peace. Re
Ashten and I turned on the tree and there shining was one white light. It was not there yesterday. — with Ashten Ree Rary.
Not even going to pretend and that is OK I am not Joyful right now. Christmas right now hurts. It's been a tough day but De's blue lights are shining and I know there is Hope.
I can't make a pic do this justice. Sigh. Lighthouse turned Christmas tree with blue lights and purple bows. Both my babies colors
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