Well I hit the Y today after yet another day of burning crap down at work.
I am not a fire man or an arson so I truly should not be burning stuff down. In other news, anyone looking for a project manager? She's a little off kilter but incredibly passionate about her work, and loyal.. 20 years loyal. She's a really good restaurant worker too, except of course if you ask that one couple who said she was the worst server in the world. She's tired right now but never calls off, even if sometimes she should. I can give her a good reference.
I just need to retire, write, go back to school, but that is just not possible right now. Anyhoo.. yesterday was a bust in so many ways, but the biggest was I didn't work out because I was actually physically sick, that much stress. So I vowed today that I was going to the gym regardless of how my morning went, and then it went really really SOUTH, and I kept my vow and I went to the gym for 2 and a half hours. I ran on the treadmill for my kind of "speed work" I did yesterday's work out that some sadistic bitch created.. it's me I am sadistic bitch.. then I did zumba and I ended it with Week 2 Day 4 of Peloton core. There were two nice ladies in the room with me when I was doing a portion of this and I got to see Jill Hammond (huh we aren't facebook friends must fix this) the ladies were really nice and as they left I advised if they came the next time and saw crime scene tape on the door then I had perished during my work out. I think they said a prayer for me. I got it done, that is what matters. It was hard as hell but I got it done.
Eating today has been.. meh at best, I am just not hungry. I am sure it is stress from all the blazes, so I just ate what I could but all on plan, honestly I wanted to dive head first into anything Bad Bean .. next week should be interesting.
But all is ok.. I am fine, everything is just fine.