Had a nasty little head cold that contributed to no sleep that contributed to complete melt down.. there were other factors.. the loss of De.. the thought of finally ordering her stone which seems so final. Like if I just don't do it someone will tell me it didn't really happen. The completion of this project which shows my downward spiral into deep depression and the onslaught of patterns from someone I thought was very dear to me.
Thankfully God heard my cries and sent in Ilona to save the day! (I hear the cartoon character in my head "Here I come to save the day!!!" and she sat with me and just talked. Did say well you should do this you should do that.. just talked.
Received more amazing confirmations from God that he was here and close by and hearing my cries for help and understanding through Aunt Ann's beautiful emails.
Also recieved a very unexpected email last night .. that I think I will just leave and pretend it didn't come. It was after all about 2 months late.
And TODAY!!!! TODAY the restaurant opens!!!!
I would like to wish my BESTEST Friend the BESTEST Wishes today! Her dreams are coming true... may the kitchen run smooth, the wine pour easily, and the customers be delighted (as if they wouldn't be). I LOVE YOU Amanda L. Wolf! YOU ARE A ROCK STAR. The The Saltbox Cafe opens today at 5! (oh yea I like that Sprinkle dude too a little bit lol)
Seriously I am amazingly proud of you both, you are both so deserving of this after all you have done for me. Love you guys, Re