Odd when you read your own feelings in a book. "The suddenness of it all. And the permanence. The lonely reality of the truth—that the most important person in your life suddenly ceased to exist. Which on a bad day meant maybe she had never existed at all. And on a good day, there was the other fear. That even if you were a hundred percent sure she had been there, maybe you were the only one who cared or remembered."

Even when he isn't here he leaves them for me to pick up — at Hound Dog's Fox Den.

You can never be over encouraged right.

Today I will be aware that the Lord is WITH me. He is FOR me. He goes BEFORE me.

So no matter who yells at me. Or what hurtful words are spoken against me. Or what mean things are done to me. I can rest secure behind the Lord. He alone is my confidence.

Isaiah 41:10, "Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

Thanks More Than Enough for this!

Facebook the place I post all the crap in my head that no one wants to know about. My play ground of insane thoughts! Woohoo

School Date 0001 Graduation Year 2014 Moms Log. THIS SUCKS the Alien has retreated from his lair with much grumbling and groaning, I am in fear of my life as he follows his ritual of what he considers showering. I will report back later this evening if I survive homework.

Night falls like a heavy quilt made by loving hands in years gone by, the gift is comfort, the present is rest, and the fear comes and rips at the old stitches, tearing apart the seams of sleep, pulling your dreams away like a thief in the shadows.

I got him flowers this time..

Oh.. I am sorry the truth hurt your feelings so badly.. If you can't handle the truth.. don't want others to know the truth.. then maybe just maybe you shouldn't have done that. Just a curious little thought in this muddled little brain.

Mirror Mirror on the wall who's the guilty among us all, is it one, is it two or is it the thousands who don't look at their self in you.

Behind the smile is a wall of tears and fears. Darkness of the glasses hide the truth of my soul. Hide the windows then the facts remain unknown.