Your outside does not make you beautiful or pretty... Your soul and spirit do! I have some of the most beautiful souls and spirits in my life that so outweigh the ugly. Blessed I am even though my sadness and loss. As much as I miss my babies I know they await me in heaven and we will celebrate one day together again. My love flies to you on wings of angels Deanna and Little Dustin!!
Advice from the son....
The advice I am taking... "I see. Well don't publicly make a stand. People who want to investigate or ask for the whole story will surely ask your side, otherwise don't let ignorant people weigh you down. Not everyone has a working brain."
I have to say I raised wonderful beautiful smart kids!
It makes me so angry that people have the nerve to say anything to you about how you are dealing with losing Deanna. I know its hard but please don't let them beat you down. You are a truly wonderful person with a huge heart and all of us that truly love you would do anything we could to take away even just a little bit of the pain you are feeling. Everyone copes in different ways - there is no right or wrong way!!! Sending you lots of hugs until I see you again and can give you one in person!!!!
I wish I could help take away some of the pain you are feeling. You have been through so much I wish I could take it away, even if it is just for a moment.
Bette Ewell Smith
It truely breaks my heart to see my friend(s) going through the grieving process and seeing where people are nasty to them ! PEOPLE wake the HELL up don't you think she has enough on her plate right now.. Get over yourselves she misses her daughter leave her the HELL ALONE!!!!! When she is ready she will do things she use to do.. It takes time!! Know this I know I don't check on you daily but I do read everyone of your post and blogs.. Love you Ann Marie Haywood
I am so grateful for my true friends and family!!! So so grateful! I love you all so much, you are the people that hold me up in the bad moments which have been many lately! Even in the middle of this horrible time... I feel so blessed in so many ways.
Every day I wake up hopeful that today is the day that it will start getting better.. and every day I go to bed thinking.. maybe it will be tomorrow. Grief is different for everyone, some hide it, some wear it on their sleeve, some stay to themselves, some get out there... everyone is different, those of us in grief can only pray for patience and acceptance from those that we love the most and that you never have to truly understand how we feel. Maybe tomorrow.
Just one more I love you...
Missing my sweet girl. It takes the silliest little things to bring me into an avalanche of sadness... Something as simple as a misunderstanding in communication and I feel like a huge failure as a mom, daughter, friend, worker, and girlfriend. Just to hear one more I love you Mommy I would give it all.
No opinions please..
I think my brain just had the most rational thought that it has had since the day of the accident.. "I don't need opinions... I need support." — feeling lost.
Sitting in a therapist office is interesting. You wonder why they are here. They wonder why you are here. No one speaks some work, some Facebook, and some men cough to cover up the fart they just let rip...
Random Musings from Facebook
My random status thoughts and love sent to me by others. Just a glimpse into the madness, sadness, and silliness of my mind.