Interesting question posed today on a grief site. If you knew you had 24 hours to live how would you spend it? I personally would spend time writing a letter to each of my children and my parents and another to my friends. I would call my friends close by and ask them to go for an evening run and dinner. I would come home and watch Dexter with Amanda and at the end of the night I would take my little Banx and walk to the end of the Avalon Pier...have a beer... and let the tide take me away.
No one would know. I want my last moments filled with happiness and joy. Memories and words that others can hold on to forever. No tears.... only joy and laughter. I would not be sad to go... so I would not want my loved ones sad in my last moments.
De used to do this thing. It irked me to know end. She stared at me. If we were driving down the road and I was singing she would just simply stare. I asked her why she did that. She always said I don't know. I would fuss..Please stop it is freaking me out. I would spend part of my time of that last day staring at the ones I love. Thinking back... it was as if she did it to never forget. I wish I had stared back.
Last but not least... I would be grateful that at the end of the day I would be in heaven with my arms wrapped around my babies. So should I die.. Please don't be sad for me. Be happy I got my finally wish.
No one would know. I want my last moments filled with happiness and joy. Memories and words that others can hold on to forever. No tears.... only joy and laughter. I would not be sad to go... so I would not want my loved ones sad in my last moments.
De used to do this thing. It irked me to know end. She stared at me. If we were driving down the road and I was singing she would just simply stare. I asked her why she did that. She always said I don't know. I would fuss..Please stop it is freaking me out. I would spend part of my time of that last day staring at the ones I love. Thinking back... it was as if she did it to never forget. I wish I had stared back.
Last but not least... I would be grateful that at the end of the day I would be in heaven with my arms wrapped around my babies. So should I die.. Please don't be sad for me. Be happy I got my finally wish.
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