No one would know. I want my last moments filled with happiness and joy. Memories and words that others can hold on to forever. No tears.... only joy and laughter. I would not be sad to go... so I would not want my loved ones sad in my last moments.
De used to do this thing. It irked me to know end. She stared at me. If we were driving down the road and I was singing she would just simply stare. I asked her why she did that. She always said I don't know. I would fuss..Please stop it is freaking me out. I would spend part of my time of that last day staring at the ones I love. Thinking back... it was as if she did it to never forget. I wish I had stared back.
Last but not least... I would be grateful that at the end of the day I would be in heaven with my arms wrapped around my babies. So should I die.. Please don't be sad for me. Be happy I got my finally wish.