Ok so here's the deal... there has been an invasion by an alien in my left boob. While typically I make funny posts about boobs and bacon this one is not of the humorous kind. I told my God Friend a few weeks back that if I ever got sick I wouldn't tell a soul and I would just let it do it's thing. So I am telling everyone so that I have the prayers of my friends and family to keep me from being that weak. We do not have 100% confirmation from a biopsy as of yet that it is cancer but based on the radiologist it apparently sure looks like it. So for right now... I am asking for any and all of you just pray.. I don't ask for prayers often and when I do it is rarely for myself, but if I am going to stand on any faith at all I have to continue to believe that miracles can and do happen and maybe if we all pray hard enough we will just find out that the alien is just where the radiologist shook his hand when taking films.
But for right now.. right this minute.. I have to say screw this day, screw this week, screw this month, screw this year. Our family has been hit so hard in 2013... I am going to sign off of here for awhile and go rest my mind if I show up at bootcamp I show up.. if I don't I don't.. I think I just want to sit down and talk to Drake and snuggle with my puppy awhile this evening.
But for right now.. right this minute.. I have to say screw this day, screw this week, screw this month, screw this year. Our family has been hit so hard in 2013... I am going to sign off of here for awhile and go rest my mind if I show up at bootcamp I show up.. if I don't I don't.. I think I just want to sit down and talk to Drake and snuggle with my puppy awhile this evening.