But for right now.. right this minute.. I have to say screw this day, screw this week, screw this month, screw this year. Our family has been hit so hard in 2013... I am going to sign off of here for awhile and go rest my mind if I show up at bootcamp I show up.. if I don't I don't.. I think I just want to sit down and talk to Drake and snuggle with my puppy awhile this evening.