Ashten: Ann Marie Haywood. uhm, can we move cross country... NOW please. k, thanks.
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I need a wall I can scribble Joelisms on! Theresa Tee Soles... We need to make me a wall!Too often we make the mistake of remembering what we should forget—our hurts, failures and disappointments—and we forget what we should remember—our victories, accomplishments and the times we have made it through.
I have the most amazing friends and family ever! — feeling loved.
Late at night the breeze blows through the windows and a darkness settles in like a cold full blanket of grief. The memories unfold one by one like photos sliding from an album of yesteryear. The sadness floods my heart where once stood pride and love for you my baby girl. Away slips the hand I knew would always be with mine. There's nothing to grab there now.. I reach but come back with an empty palm. You are all around me now, in the air, the sun, the rain, in my smile, in your sisters eyes, in your brothers love. I know you are here I see you, I feel you.... I just want to be with you so badly. I want to hold you, tell you I love you. Run my hand through your thick tangle of hair and hear you scream "I just can't wait to be King" I just can't wait to MEET you King my angel. As the darkness leaves the light shall shine and light the way of the path right to you.
I am taking a page from Mike Mazza and Clare Dozier a gratitude list!
1. For God and his Grace 2. My family I would not be me with out them! 3. My true friends who except the craziness that is the Re 4. Banx and Kittum the bestest snugglers of all time. 5. My church home Kitty Hawk United Methodist Church 6. OBBC and the confidence it has instilled in me even though I have been absent more than there recently. 7. Amanda yes she gets her own number and I know dozens of people who are grateful for her as well! 8. My job. It's stressful some days but I love it. 9. My life as crazy as it is! 10. My creativity with words. Thank you for reminding me. Love you guys. I am declaring this Christmas the Christmas I focus on the reason.. not running around buying gifts.. not going crazy because the crafts aren't getting done.. the boys gifts come in one size fits all, my parents don't want anything you can purchase, a few special things will be obtained but no stress.. and that my friends will be that. The time I don't run around going crazy over the perfect wrapping paper, the perfect store bought gift, fighting the crowds, and the music that breaks my heart I will spend remembering the reason for the season and praying that is enough to get me through. Why do we exchange gifts anyway.. is it because we don't do enough through the year and it is a last ditch effort to sneak in "oh look how much I love you" (kids are not included they are the magic of Christmas..6maybe that should be my rule.. if you are over 16 and I have to stress over your gift then the magic isn't there) I am rambling.. I am hurting and I want it to be January 2nd.
A lesson I must learn...
This is part of a work in progress!We never know what’s going on in another person’s life that causes them to act the way they do. Luke 6:28 tells us to bless those who curse us and pray for those who mistreat us. Keep that in mind the next time someone wrongs you. Let God be your vindicator! 3 - I have given birth to three beautiful children 3 - I am still mom to three wonderful boys Ok.. men 3- the number of AMAZING men in my life (Daddy, Best Friend Mark Harvell) and Boyfriend) (there are other amazing ones these are just my top dogs for years) 3- Dale need I say more 3 - the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost ..
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