Circles

I have continued to walk in a circle and fall into the same hole, I have tried to fill it but when I circle back it's empty again and I fall in, I have tried to bridge it but when I circled back around it was washed away, I have jumped it and when I circled back around didn't have the strength to jump again.... This time I have drug myself out of the hole, beaten, broken, weak and not completely myself but I have just enough bad ass, just enough friends, just enough trust, just enough love, just enough sanity, just enough JC40 to look back at the hole say "screw you" and walk in a straight line.