Haley moves today. Watch over her as she gets here and try not to let her get lost.
As you can guess, I am happy she will be close, but heart broken that you won't. This summer was supposed to be so different, this house was supposed to be a hustle and bustle of you kids in and out, to work, to the beach, to the pit, to the parties I wasn't supposed to know about.
This isn't fair De. YOU are supposed to be here doing all these silly things, all these fun things, getting on with your next journey! I would do anything just to have you back, just to see you walk through that door and plop your crap in the floor, instead of putting it away.
Instead this weekend I will be walking a memorial lap for you... God please help me get through this, because Mommy just isn't dealing so good.
I love you De... and miss you so badly.