My heart aches to see my girl. Just to talk to her. Hug her. Sit with her. It's getting so close to the time that she would have been with me at the beach and I could see her every day. I look at her photos and it just doesn't seem like she is gone like I can't make my heart believe it. She was so full of life it just doesn't seem as if this could happen. I wish I could fix this... So many miss her!