I lay here tonight reading another mommies journey of this life we are left here struggling to muddle through. It's so sad I am not alone in my feelings or helplessness and emptiness. I pray you know I loved you and was proud of who you were. I still don't know how I am going to keep going without you here, but there are so many mommies that are feeling this too. Did I do enough, did I teach you enough, did you know I loved you? I talk to you each night before bed even if only a thought or two, I wonder do you hear me? I pray that you will come to me in my dreams.. I wonder if you are trying and because of the way I have to sleep you aren't getting through. I am scared your memories will never come back, that I won't ever remember the sound of your voice or your laugh. I miss you so very much my sweet angel! My love flies to you and your brother on the wings of angels, hug each other tight for me tonight. I love you!