Sometimes we hurt so bad from the pain of losing a child that it feels like we can't make it through another moment. It helps so much to have someone -- anyone -- we can lean on during times like this. God bless each of us with one person who is there during those times when our heart utters sounds of pain that don't even sound human. Child loss changes us -- everything about us. Even our tears fall from our eyes differently -- they flow endlessly. Just when we think the millionth tear as fallen, there are a million more.