Time for me to Fly

Realizing when it is time to move on with your life and leave something behind is hard no matter what the situation. When it is the death of your child ... I think it is the hardest. You are torn between depression telling you that you failed, grief telling you it's not time to be happy, and some inner tiny spark that wants to live. The key I believe is to keep fueling that little spark with God, goodness, wholeness, love, family and friendship and eventually you will have your life back. It will NEVER be the same but you will have moved on from the grief and depression and remember the fond memories.

I know it is time to start moving on, to live the journey that this tragedy has created and not hide from it. There is a plan for me... I just have to be willing to accept it.