Trying so hard...

I know I am different. Not who I was. I may never me the old me but I am working hard on a new me I may not be a better than an old me, me but I want to be a better than now me me. I ask my friends who love me for patience and support. I notice glimmers of new life but then I notice times of insecurity and isolation out of fear and other emotions I can't explain. — feeling hopeful.