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9/21/2015

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.... and my circus is a 16 ring one with a house that falls on my sister as the opening act and a conductor that goes by The Wiz!

Such is life people.

For the past few months life has been so hectic, I have felt as if I were going in circles. Working two jobs while running back and forth to VA ensured there was no down time at all and the few precious moments I did have I spent with my peeps I knew I would be missing terribly or reconnecting with old friends in VA. Never a quiet moment it seems.

In the last two weeks alone I have moved, unpacked a house, been in Northern VA for a week and then turned around and went to Field day of the Past on Saturday. Yesterday.. yesterday I did nothing. Finally a free day to enjoy much needed peace and quiet and just read a book .. enjoy a movie... SCRREEEECCCCCHHHHH in flies the flying monkeys... "Nope sorry.. no can do.. not one minute.. no no no.. this is a circus and you are our witch and you get no peace" While I did nothing it wasn't out of peace it was out of a gripping sadness that I couldn't shake. A hurt so deep that my entire body just decided no we aren't doing this today. A dull ache of a headache. Muscle hurts. Heart hurts. Yup there are days like that still.

.... and just like that day blown. I had gotten up this morning with determination, with some sort of contentment and with in 30 minutes done. I sit here in tears. You can NOT just walk in my house.. I have told everyone that needs to know that just that .. YOU CAN NOT JUST WALK IN MY HOUSE. Please don't just walk in my house. Someone just walked in my house and then proceeded to berate me on Charlie. You especially can not walk in my house when I am hurting, he is on high alert, you further more can not walk in my house and NOT SPEAK TO THE DOG.

Today was supposed to be a Yay .. I came back to writing day.. instead it is.. I am sorry I don't have much good to say day maybe I should have waited.

Hope everyone else has a better day than this.

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