I am suggesting that we go from Saturday to Monday this particular weekend. Just have two Monday's I am ok with that. I am not sure how to even face it. Do I give my mother a card.. will it make her cry.. will I simply just cry all day waiting on the text or call I always got from De that I know won't come? Will I just go on like any other day? Girls are different, they remember. She was always the one that remembered the holidays, the birthday's, the just out of the blue random "I love you, Mommy."s.
There isn't much for me to say today, other than I do wish all mothers every where a wonderful day on Sunday and hug your babies tight. I pray that there never comes a day that you are waiting on the "I love you" that you won't ever hear again.
I will apologize for the complete and total sadness of my blog posts but words of happiness just aren't in my heart right now and this is the outlet I have chosen to help ME get through this, but also in hopes that someone somewhere won't feel alone in these same feelings if needed, or some child reads the anguish caused and remembers to get their Deanna Hug!
Much Love
De's Mommy
There isn't much for me to say today, other than I do wish all mothers every where a wonderful day on Sunday and hug your babies tight. I pray that there never comes a day that you are waiting on the "I love you" that you won't ever hear again.
I will apologize for the complete and total sadness of my blog posts but words of happiness just aren't in my heart right now and this is the outlet I have chosen to help ME get through this, but also in hopes that someone somewhere won't feel alone in these same feelings if needed, or some child reads the anguish caused and remembers to get their Deanna Hug!
Much Love
De's Mommy
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