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Happy Birthday De!

2/22/2021

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n just a few hours you would have been 27. My mind can’t age you, I can’t see what you would have been. The life you would have chosen.
I know this is because that was never to be, it’s impossible to see what isn’t. That is ok today.
I have so many happy memories, those were and are and will always be.
As I mentioned, it is still hard to shake that choices I made didn’t make what happened happen, but I am trying my sweet girl.
I don’t know if you will wait for me before your next journey and if you don’t that is ok, because I will see you again, I will know you again, and I will love you again.
If our souls weren’t so completely linked, I don’t think the hole in my heart would be so large, I don’t think the feeling of missing you would lay like a veil over everything I do.
For these are the reasons I know there is more to our story.
I believe that there are those that come into our lives as part of chapter, they come in and help us learn the lessons we need to grow.
I also believe that there are those that are part of our whole, that make up part of the complete story and time and time again we will meet and we will be.
Maybe this time I didn’t do so good, maybe I didn’t love you the right way, or hard enough, or strong enough when you were standing in front of me, for any wrong doing and lack on my part I ask your forgiveness.
It is my goal that you know how greatly you were and continue to be loved…. I think you already know these things so I should say it is my desire that I am able to hold your soul in mine and know you also feel these things.
Of my friends and family I ask that today, you do one small random act of kindness for another, Deanna was giving and filed with kindness, this world needs more of that.
In those acts her legacy will live on.
Peace, Love and Light
Re
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