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Here hold this for a minute.. k?

1/11/2017

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I read something a bit ago about tears... tears come when you don't have the words to express how bad it hurts. At the moment I would agree to a point, because the words make no sense.

Why does it hurt so bad? Why do I feel like an utter and complete failure? Why can't I just accept that I won't ever be good enough?  You are supposed to be happy for others successes right? Me I always wonder what I did so wrong.

Why don't I have the nice house? Why don't I have the awesome vehicle? Where the hell is my loving husband?

Why did my kids die?

What did I do so incredibly wrong in this life that at every turn I am complete and utter failure. Why do I have to fight this hard to just want to live not to mention the act of actually living?

Why does this life HAVE to be so DAMN HARD!!!
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