Why does it hurt so bad? Why do I feel like an utter and complete failure? Why can't I just accept that I won't ever be good enough? You are supposed to be happy for others successes right? Me I always wonder what I did so wrong.
Why don't I have the nice house? Why don't I have the awesome vehicle? Where the hell is my loving husband?
Why did my kids die?
What did I do so incredibly wrong in this life that at every turn I am complete and utter failure. Why do I have to fight this hard to just want to live not to mention the act of actually living?
Why does this life HAVE to be so DAMN HARD!!!