I have not had an easy weekend.. not at all. Here are the words I posted this morning in regards to this.
Good Morning All. Yesterday this was sent to me. I had not heard of it before I researched the internet before creating Deanna's Project as I did not want to do something that was already being done, I found nothing, and honestly it broke my heart for multiple reasons. 1. I felt like I failed Deanna and I didn't get her story out far enough, I didn't use her accident to save as many people as I could have. 2. for the mom and dad of this beautiful girl who lost her life in such a similar way as my my baby girl.
But today I realize that, Deanna's Hugs have reached those that have needed it, her friends and family have spread the word to others, kids I have never met know about my sweet girl and remind their parents to put on their Deanna Hugs. This was not the calling.. this was not the project God wanted me on full time. What does give me some small bit of peace is that Alexa's Hugs are saving more.
Still on the search of the purpose... Please God show me. My heart doesn't have many more cracks it can make.
May God Bless her family.. especially her par