There is no denying today has been a horrendously hard day. Many tears have fallen. Heart broke a little more ... Yes apparently its possible. The shear magnitude of how much I missed my girl today was beyond measure. I don't know the trigger or the cause.Maybe it was because she was so incredibly close today it was almost as if I could feel her ... She was just there and I couldn't hug her.
The morning started with finding a beat up penny when stretching before boot camp. Then I happen to notice that my bff has his Deanna Hug bracelet on. At coffee a fellow boot camper asked me about my tattoos. I come home to dragonflies everywhere.... But the icing on the cake....
Today I sat at the table just balling. I don't me silent polite sobs. I mean full out the neighbors may have thought I was dying crying when the corner cabinet door opens. It just opens for no reason at all. There was no famous OBX shake... No wind.. No door slamming... Just a cabinet door opening. All I could think was "hi De." This was hours ago. Just now I walked over to take this photo and close the door. I took a good look at the Precious Moments figurine that was there.... This is what I found.
I love you too baby girl.
The morning started with finding a beat up penny when stretching before boot camp. Then I happen to notice that my bff has his Deanna Hug bracelet on. At coffee a fellow boot camper asked me about my tattoos. I come home to dragonflies everywhere.... But the icing on the cake....
Today I sat at the table just balling. I don't me silent polite sobs. I mean full out the neighbors may have thought I was dying crying when the corner cabinet door opens. It just opens for no reason at all. There was no famous OBX shake... No wind.. No door slamming... Just a cabinet door opening. All I could think was "hi De." This was hours ago. Just now I walked over to take this photo and close the door. I took a good look at the Precious Moments figurine that was there.... This is what I found.
I love you too baby girl.
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