Side conversation: if you are under 35 you probably have little clue what one of those are, you know how we carry 1000s of songs around on a tiny little ipod? Well back then you carried about 10 songs around on something the size of a VHS tape, I seriously hope all my readers know what a VHS tape is. Not only would it only hold 10 songs you BOUGHT it that way, there was no recording what you wanted on the tape, there was no late night staying up waiting on that perfect song to come on to record only to have the DJ talk over it in the end, there was no let's download it from the internet, you bought it and it stayed that way forever. Due to size your collection probably wasn't that big, I mean who could lug all that stuff around??
This was my favorite 8 track, I knew every word to every song, I still do.
Anyway what I was saying about wasted days and wasted nights.. yea that pic up there is 3 years ago. Three years later and I am leaning more to the picture on the left than on the right, (who am I kidding I have probably surpassed the one on the left) I know exactly how much weight I have gained since my lowest which was in this picture below.
There has been happy since that moment while exercising, like this shot..
Anyhooo... the point of all of this... I am sick and tired of wasting life away. I need to get a handle on it and hold on. I need to feel like Deanna is in heaven going THAT'S MY MOM!!! I don't feel that way right now.
On Tuesday, I go back. Back to that same camp that started it all 3 years ago, the Flying Pirate training camp. I am even slower than I was then... I can make it farther.. but I am much slower.
So here we go again peeps.. time to 22.214.171.124.14 the mess I have made for myself and rebuild it into something I can be proud of. On the day before Deanna's second angelversary I will be running the Flying Pirate again.... every flipping step. (just hopefully without the rotting foot)
Is there anyone that would like to recommit with me?
Here's the link... Outer Banks Bootcamps Flying Pirate Express Training Camp. Trust me, it can change your life.
Side Note: Yes I borrowed.. ok stole some of these pics.. I am sure they don't mind. Thanks Christine and Jay for being such great picture takers!