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Win, Lose, or What's the Draw anyway??

8/4/2016

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I know so many people wonder what my draw is to the Outer Banks and I tried desperately to put it in words when I was in a dark place and I don't think it came out right.  Now that I am seeing the light again I will try to explain a little better.

Right now, right this moment, I am sitting down like a normal person at 8 am to work with a cup of coffee in hand. In the previous few months I have worked hours like 2 and 3 am due to insomnia. I had nothing else really in my life but work, food, and the TV (at least that is how it felt) so that is all I did, I worked, I ate and I watched TV.  It was a dark horrible place. I know that my depression played a key role in me feeling that way but nothing I did seemed to pull me out of it.

Before 8 am this morning I have worked out an hour on the beach, including 2 miles of Indian Run Walks,  actually getting wet from the warm ocean waters, and what I think is 10,000 squats (sorry my math was so bad Barb and Chatter). I have gone to coffee with friends and Banx. I even handed poor Banx off to some random stranger because she was at the "bootcamp table" in work out clothes. Turns out she wasn't a bootcamper at all! We had a nice laugh and then realized we had friends in common so it was all good and Banx was well behaved for her. On the way to coffee I waved at the sisper going down the road, like right here side by side driving down the road. Once I got home I was on the way to take Banx on his morning stroll and in pulls Theresa and we made plans to dance and make a fool out of ourselves tonight at dance class. Yesterday as I was cooking a salad lol I turn around and there are her and the girls simply popping in to give me hugs. This was after I had made a grocery store run for Amanda because I was here and I could! That my friends is what I call amazing.

You see this is my life.. this is my insane, full of action, don't stop for a minute, keep on getting it, run a race, do a bootcamp, attend a dance class, hugs from friends, dog walking, grocery store shopping life, coffee drinking life.


I love each moment of the insanity.. and now you know the why.

Much Love
Re

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